its been a while since i have written in. my god. life stinks.

seriously, i can stop thinking about going to a jc for the 1st 3 months in 2005. I knew i have flunk my english and social studies paper. i can't believe it actually happened to me.

And life really stinks. now that the guys know how i think of her, they are out to get me. i have a
feeling that they are REALLY out to get me. they keep sabotaging and..sob. i have no more face to see her. what can an unintersting and unattractive guy like me say to a girl like her?

anyway, mr lum's back for a short while. i must find time and chat him up some time.

i decided i should continue writing in. anyway, i would like to see how my thoughts and feeling change as time passes. it will be interesting to look at how i feel before the BIG exams after im done with it.

and then there's her. i think i am a jerk. what has happened? seriously i don't know. she's confusing me. argh.

spoon signing off.