prom night is coming soon. i've yet to take any action on her. I must really speak up one of these days. But she will definitely reject me. i really hope that one day she might just randomly drop by my bloggy and unintentionally see "My Confession" and accidentally realise its written for her. argH. Impossible. Im so insignificant in her eyes. She won't notice it. Even if she does, she will only notice that i am unnatural and crazy. She won't get it. Its impossible. Haha. I think too much.

the results are already out partially. Its within my prediction. I got 4 for my R4 and im on my way to a 5 for my english. I will be going to SRJC for sure. Sad. But I do worry for lung. He's in deep shit. a 6 for e maths. How will he get anywhere. I hope he does well in other subjects.

Praying my ass off. I hope i don't fail my humans. I hope she would eventually notice.