the night of rituals.

we're having a ritual night tonight. Little hour of sleep and lots of fun. Hahaha. It is such a wonderful night tonight!

The rationale for having such a stupid night is: to pray for the o level results. I pray that everyone will get into their jcs of their choice. I also pray that i can at least stay in aj. Finally i pray that the worst scenario does not happen, i.e. bestest mates in their current better jcs can't remain there and comes to aj, while i can't make it back there. That's the worst case's scenario. If that really happens, I can only cry like a baby.

So far, they're off to pack their bags. I have already lost in a rd of sadistic games. such rotten luck. Playing in-between and my other two opponents get a 2 of diamonds and ace of spades in a game of in-between among 3 players. I can only laugh at how fate is making fun of me. Hi cindia. Or maybe, Hi wan hui. But I only want my moo. Bleargh.

I am expecting both of u. Come back soon.

Every night I will ask myself if i have a purpose in life. Every night I will ask myself if i remain faithful to my own beliefs and loved ones. Fortunately, I realised that the answer is a 'yes' everytime. In this way, I will renew my own purpose and faith every night.

Lets hope tomorrow will be a good day.

Love and always
spoon